Depression

Well, I need to rant because I don't know if I could persevere through the remaining years. I starts to dislike my school seriously. I mean, I've to be in a corporate attire almost everyday next year and from this semester onwards, I've to wear corporate attire for one of the modules. That's still not yet the worst, what's worst is that spot checks would be held once in a while to ensure that everyone abides to the rule. How I wish I'm in bibi's school (STA) instead, at least the facils there are much more fun and easy to get along with, and they doesn't place emphasis on your attire! I wouldn't even want to think how my facils would be like next year, mean or what? I hope I'm able to perserve through the many stringent checks and practical modules next year because I suck at that area. I just hope I won't break down :(

I mean, we're heading off for IIP on year 3 right? So it shouldn't be that tough to hang on for a year. I'll pray hard that the next coming year, I won't be arranged with many after-school activities or briefings so that I can spend more time with bibi. He's the only one whom I can rely to and kept me from suffering depression.